How it is.

Everything feels right, right now and all the time. All the little imperfections of my life. All the errors of my past. All the loss, the desires, the wants, the needs. Everything is so heavy and yet somehow weightless at the same time.

The thoughts that fill my head every day are only fleeting. Because right here, right now I am happy.

I will continue to strive for the things I want, but it will not consume me. There is no pit in my stomach, that cannot be true. Because I am filled with love and gratitude. I will be happy in my present. I will work towards having the best life for me. I am going to look inwards and move forwards.

Often I get so caught up in thought, I find myself forgetting what it was like. It’s nothing like now. Everything has changed, including myself.

Everything is exactly how it is.